So let’s just love each other tonight.
lalalala
I’m bored… I finished my test early, so I have lots of time. It’s only 8:42 AM, but I’m already really tired. :\
I haven’t written in this thing for a few days, so I figured I would atone for my sloth by posting a short entry. Unfortunately, I have nothing interesting to write about.
I’ll probably re-write this one when I get home. mata ne~
I will for me, you will for you.
Again, I’ve come to the realization that I’m a second-place sort of person.
No matter how hard I try, I’ll never be on top. (I’d like to clarify that I speak of my peers, not everyone in the world, because I’m sure some uninformed soul will try to comfort me with “There will always be someone better! Don’t worry about it!”) Although I wouldn’t necessarily call my efforts sisyphean, I just don’t view them as reaping rewards of quite the same deserving quality.
I have a bad habit of becoming complacent with failure, and I certainly do view my actions as failures when absolutely none of them prove to be the best.
Haha, I suppose that would explain my recent lack of motivation / effort.
I simply don’t see the value in working for something with blood, sweat, and tears that someone else can achieve effortlessly. If you’re not good to begin with, then maybe it’s just not your thing.
I think that if people realized this, the world would be a better place. :\ I have no patience for people who strive to be (and believe that they truly are) things that they will never become. It indicates a lack of self-awareness and borderline ignorance. Quite frankly, I’ve had enough of both.
…Well. -scrolls up- That was a bit of a tangent there. Although I don’t think it necessarily matters because this post lacks a subject as well as a general direction. I suppose it’s time to return to my studies.
